Chapter 1- The Beginning
Life is pretty awesome right now. I've decided letting everyone view my life will only be important, or relevant, if I am happy. Honestly, who wants to hear how bad someones day is? For some reason the other day the Xanga site sent me an e-mail, and it had a link from my old journal. The last time I wrote in it was around this time a year ago. I was disgusted. Every single word in that thing was hatred, bitter, resentment, remorse. Frankly, I don't even know why, I never thought I was that depressed. But that was just a phase I suppose, and luckily I grew out of it. Boy do times change in a year. So much has happened, and it is safe to say that a mojority of it was good.
Tenth grade, or school for whoever's reading this, is over in twenty seven days. I tell you, I've made a countless number of memories this year. From Homecoming Court to straight A's to "This carwash is bananas! b-a-n-a-n-a-s." [yes, for the ones who clicked livejournal to livejournal to livejournal and stumbled upon mine, I am the Banana kid.] I'm pretty sure 10th grade has by far been one of my favorite years of learning ever. And I'm looking very forward to 11th grade, and all that is going to happen. Oh geeze, and summer, summer is going to be perfect. Three days after school is out I will be on a plane to Paris, France with Emily and Mallory, [and a bunch of other hoodlums]. I'm so excited. Sixteen days in France will be nothing less than amazing. Then when I get back it will be early July and everyone will be tanned up and beach bummed out. And a majority of my friends can drive now so that adds to the excitement.
In my English class yesterday a girl said not many guys look good and "preppy" clothes and that I looked good in it. It made me feel really great, made my whole day. Little things like that are such good self esteem boosters, and we all know everyone needs one of those once in awhile.
I've also gained bundle of new friendships this year. I'm so glad Kel's my best friend. She's a permanent self esteem booster. We always have such fun together, and we can be doing nothing. And I'm also thankful for the friendships I've made with a bunch of other people, and if for some reason you feel sad becuase I didn't personally write your name, tell me and I'll right about you next time. Yay to friendships.
However I have lost some friendships. But that's just a part of growing up. Maybe later I'll catch up with those kids, but if not, they were just a chapter in my life book.
We are all too blessed to be depressed. Don't EVER think you don't have anything, or don't have anyfriends, or anything along those lines. Because if you are reading this, you obviously have access to a computer which is more than alot of people can say, and if you know who I am, you've got one friend. So stay strong kids. You have more than you'll ever know.
If you read all this you are an amazing person. Leave a comment so I know who you are and I can tell you how awesome you are.
Keep it real.
Tenth grade, or school for whoever's reading this, is over in twenty seven days. I tell you, I've made a countless number of memories this year. From Homecoming Court to straight A's to "This carwash is bananas! b-a-n-a-n-a-s." [yes, for the ones who clicked livejournal to livejournal to livejournal and stumbled upon mine, I am the Banana kid.] I'm pretty sure 10th grade has by far been one of my favorite years of learning ever. And I'm looking very forward to 11th grade, and all that is going to happen. Oh geeze, and summer, summer is going to be perfect. Three days after school is out I will be on a plane to Paris, France with Emily and Mallory, [and a bunch of other hoodlums]. I'm so excited. Sixteen days in France will be nothing less than amazing. Then when I get back it will be early July and everyone will be tanned up and beach bummed out. And a majority of my friends can drive now so that adds to the excitement.
In my English class yesterday a girl said not many guys look good and "preppy" clothes and that I looked good in it. It made me feel really great, made my whole day. Little things like that are such good self esteem boosters, and we all know everyone needs one of those once in awhile.
I've also gained bundle of new friendships this year. I'm so glad Kel's my best friend. She's a permanent self esteem booster. We always have such fun together, and we can be doing nothing. And I'm also thankful for the friendships I've made with a bunch of other people, and if for some reason you feel sad becuase I didn't personally write your name, tell me and I'll right about you next time. Yay to friendships.
However I have lost some friendships. But that's just a part of growing up. Maybe later I'll catch up with those kids, but if not, they were just a chapter in my life book.
We are all too blessed to be depressed. Don't EVER think you don't have anything, or don't have anyfriends, or anything along those lines. Because if you are reading this, you obviously have access to a computer which is more than alot of people can say, and if you know who I am, you've got one friend. So stay strong kids. You have more than you'll ever know.
If you read all this you are an amazing person. Leave a comment so I know who you are and I can tell you how awesome you are.
Keep it real.