super shitty mood

[for_a_reason]

tonight im in a horrible mood. i dont know how i got this way but im mad at everything. im mad for the stupidest reasons. im mad cuz i feel like my friend doesnt want to hang out with me anymore because im boring now. im mad because you keep telling me lies and tricking me into thinking that im worth something to someone. im mad cuz people use me to get to my friends because they are always prettier. im mad im not good enough. im just mad. taylor and kasey make for an enjoyable night though while im mad. thanks guys. im mad that im tired and the time and im mad that i cant sleep because i think too much anymore. im mad that summer is close to over. im mad that i miss camp and cant go back for another year. im mad that im not already in college. im mad that no one in my class gets along and everyone is a backstabbing asshole. im mad .