shhh and just hug me
I havent seen the friends that havent been around lately. Miss them.
Things have been going really good for myself. Im really proud of myself in ways of school and how ive been actually trying to receive good grades like i used to. From A's to B's status.
Been writing lyrics here and there to get the hang of it. Its a nice feeling to do when you have something on your mind. In other ways ive been doing good of not drinking alot and being clean. I find it to be boring now its not the same. I saw some pictures from the past of me chugging 40s and such haha damn i cant be like anymore. Even if i want to, because it used to be so much fun with a bunch of friends and just laughing having a good time. I find myself just wanting to have fun without it. But doesnt mean im going to be xxx.
So, this thing called taking a chance, im going to be doing soon. And im pretty excited because i hardly do this and it just mght turn out to be something good. <3
Hanging out with steph and des is always great. I really appreciate what steph does for us. Shes so sweet. Um went to the mall with des recently haha o it was nice. Des was all being model status.
Tomorrow is the show in Rosemead. I might be able to hit that up. If not i just might be hanging out with Louie then go with Sandy to a rave haha hell ya.
Sunday going to Melrose. Shopping! I cant wait. Ive been wanting to go there for the longest. We have up coming shows on the 19th at Feedback Records with some old 80s band. Then a block party in fontana or such on dec 3rd i think. So it makes up for the shows we canceled :/ im sorry its all my fault.
well since i wont be writing in this for a while i hope everyone is doing good and to take good care. Love you guys
&hearts
Things have been going really good for myself. Im really proud of myself in ways of school and how ive been actually trying to receive good grades like i used to. From A's to B's status.
Been writing lyrics here and there to get the hang of it. Its a nice feeling to do when you have something on your mind. In other ways ive been doing good of not drinking alot and being clean. I find it to be boring now its not the same. I saw some pictures from the past of me chugging 40s and such haha damn i cant be like anymore. Even if i want to, because it used to be so much fun with a bunch of friends and just laughing having a good time. I find myself just wanting to have fun without it. But doesnt mean im going to be xxx.
So, this thing called taking a chance, im going to be doing soon. And im pretty excited because i hardly do this and it just mght turn out to be something good. <3
Hanging out with steph and des is always great. I really appreciate what steph does for us. Shes so sweet. Um went to the mall with des recently haha o it was nice. Des was all being model status.
Tomorrow is the show in Rosemead. I might be able to hit that up. If not i just might be hanging out with Louie then go with Sandy to a rave haha hell ya.
Sunday going to Melrose. Shopping! I cant wait. Ive been wanting to go there for the longest. We have up coming shows on the 19th at Feedback Records with some old 80s band. Then a block party in fontana or such on dec 3rd i think. So it makes up for the shows we canceled :/ im sorry its all my fault.
well since i wont be writing in this for a while i hope everyone is doing good and to take good care. Love you guys
&hearts