why?

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why has there all of a sudden been so many things about friends? at ABS and at church today? is God trying to tell me something? if so, why is it so hard to find a good friend? a friend that i can call just out of the blue and be like hey... wanna do something? and they be like yeah! lets so totally do something!... or even them calling me... just to say hey... i have never had a friend like that... and even when i think i have found so cool friends like that... turns out they dont think of me in that way... so... why is it so hard to find a true... best friend? i see everyone around me... tlaking about their best friend this... or their best friend that.... it makes me sad.... because... i dont really have a best friend.... i mean... i have "friends" but not really.... we hang out... but do they ever ask me how my walk in Christ is going? or how my quite time is? or things like that?.... no.... and when i try to find someone like that (an accountability partner) it feels weird... cause when i want to talk about it... they kinda are like... yeah its fine... now what about suc and such... and i know im horrible with accountabibility partners... im not saying im not.... but it seems that when i do talk that responsibility.... i am the only one... no one gets in my face when i am doing something i shouldnt be doing.... i know it must seem weird to ask for that... but i want to friend... as Chris said... who will shut up and listen... and even get in my face... or encourage me... and visa versa.... but i dont know... who knows if that will ever happen... i mean... high school is almost over, right?

yeah... im going to shut up now... man... this was a depressing entry... sorry all... but its what i feel right now.... sad to say........

but all is in Gods hands.... He sent it therefore it must be good....

~in Him~

verse of the day:
Proverbs 17:17
A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.

saying of the day (or more like lyrics of the day):
Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

have a wonderful day!!

tell your mom how much you love her!!!

and give your friend a big hug and tell them how much you are thankful to have them as a friend!!!!!!!!