Sep 21, 2004 20:53
wow.... its been a while... lets see... um... well... things have been ok i guess.... been going through something... been needing to trust God to just take care of things.... not taking them into my hands.... cause i will fail miserably.... and so far.... ive been failing miserably... why is it that we, as humans, always have to take things in our own hands... when there is a God who can handle it and make it turn out for the better? i honestly dont understand it... cause like... why do i take things in my own hands... knowing that its will fail... but wont give it to God... knowing that He will get me through it? its really stupid if you ask me.... but still... i keep doing it... crazy, eh? sometimes it takes a pit to realize that you cant do it on your own... sometimes you just have to hit rock bottom before you finally see Gods hand reaching down to help you up.... before you finally just break down and realize... only God can get you through it... even though these times arent fun... they are necessary to grow closer to the Lord... to see the light of God shining down on you... His arms open wide... longing to embrace you... it truly is a wonderful feeling
God is good.... all the time :)
but yeah.... this weekend i went over to rikkis house... i would have to say that was the funest(yes i know that funest is not a word.... but im making it a word :P) time ive had in a while... we swam.... danced... dyed hair... had fun... it was greatness.... ive missed just hanging out with people... it was fun to get a change of scenery... new faces... new attitudes... NO DRAMA!!!... now that was bliss :)
today was a cool day too... we finally went to the hospitals in HOSA... and it was actually fun... even though there were no patients when i was there... but i did learn how to organize all the paper work and fix up a room for a patient... it was very informative... maybe tomorrow will be more eventful... if not... im looking forward to doing charts with edna again! yay for edna! she was super cool :)
and ABS tomorrow!! yay for ABS!!! i couldnt go last week because of taco fest (which by the way was super fun too)... but ms. pickett emailed us today... she awesome... she makes my heart smile! ah.... coolness....
ok... i think this is a long enough entry... tee hee... sorry for the longness... hope you enjoyed :)... have a great day... or night... depending on when you read this...
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me....