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yesterday was great
although I don't think I should have sex any more until I can talk to my therapist about how much I freak out afterwards because I always think I'm pregnant. I always think that it would just figure for me though because I'm with someone I really love, I take birth control pills AND we use condoms AND sometimes he pulls out, and I spent a lot of time learning and researching (on my own) about how birth control pills work and stuff and it would just figure that the girl who goes the furthest to protect herself against pregnancy would end up getting knocked up. i have a friend who has unprotected sex all the time with guys she just meets and she isn't really good at anything like I am, I mean she doesn't really show that much concern about her future, and she has never gotten pregnant. I don't know, I guess it's just because I'm superstitious but only because it always seems like I get the raw end of any deal no matter how hard I work to do things right.
In other news, it is really hot out today and I hate it. It's like 100 degrees and the air isn't even moving, but I really want to mow the lawn because we got a push mower, you know the kind that just spins around and it cuts the grass, and I really like using it but it's just too hot today.
School starts in 24 days. That is 3 weeks and 3 days. I'm excited I guess, I'm excited to do really well and everything but I really need to start selling serious yearbook ads.
although I don't think I should have sex any more until I can talk to my therapist about how much I freak out afterwards because I always think I'm pregnant. I always think that it would just figure for me though because I'm with someone I really love, I take birth control pills AND we use condoms AND sometimes he pulls out, and I spent a lot of time learning and researching (on my own) about how birth control pills work and stuff and it would just figure that the girl who goes the furthest to protect herself against pregnancy would end up getting knocked up. i have a friend who has unprotected sex all the time with guys she just meets and she isn't really good at anything like I am, I mean she doesn't really show that much concern about her future, and she has never gotten pregnant. I don't know, I guess it's just because I'm superstitious but only because it always seems like I get the raw end of any deal no matter how hard I work to do things right.
In other news, it is really hot out today and I hate it. It's like 100 degrees and the air isn't even moving, but I really want to mow the lawn because we got a push mower, you know the kind that just spins around and it cuts the grass, and I really like using it but it's just too hot today.
School starts in 24 days. That is 3 weeks and 3 days. I'm excited I guess, I'm excited to do really well and everything but I really need to start selling serious yearbook ads.