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Okay, so my first week of highschool, was about STUPID. It was super confusing, hectic and everything. I would sit there hoping that the next morning I would wake up 13 again, and go back to Southside. I'm constantly surrounded by Denahm Jr. High preps. Its so aggravating. My classes are all over the freakin place, and I dont even know where they are. Im still following people around! But anyways...
I hadnt talked to Jeremy in almost 3 weeks. One of my best friends. I missed him so much. SO i finally called him. It was so cool to talk to him again.
hmm.. im not really sure what to put on here anymore.. im not sure who reads it or if anyone even does?
last sunday i decided i would do something.. really make an effort into changing my life.. yanno? not doing what i had been doing..
not goin into much detail on what i had been doing
but i went to church
and really realized what God can do for you
how much he can fill that empty place in your heart
and how much he can really help you through a day
when your day starts to suck
kinda like when that kid made me wanna cry
again.. no details but i felt horrible
sitting in class
with everyone looking at me
and i wanted to cry
my eyes got all watery
and stufff
and i felt horrible
and i just prayed
you guys, and i mean idc if you read thsi
but it really does help..
so yeahh..
imma go take my tylenol pm
wash my face
brush my teeth
watch my show : the days
and then maybe call somebody for a lil while
and then hit the sheets
wake up at 5 tomorw
work out a little
get a shower
head to school
come home
wait for amanda to get home
and then do whatever i feel like doing
-call me sometimee :)
<3 Chelsea
I hadnt talked to Jeremy in almost 3 weeks. One of my best friends. I missed him so much. SO i finally called him. It was so cool to talk to him again.
hmm.. im not really sure what to put on here anymore.. im not sure who reads it or if anyone even does?
last sunday i decided i would do something.. really make an effort into changing my life.. yanno? not doing what i had been doing..
not goin into much detail on what i had been doing
but i went to church
and really realized what God can do for you
how much he can fill that empty place in your heart
and how much he can really help you through a day
when your day starts to suck
kinda like when that kid made me wanna cry
again.. no details but i felt horrible
sitting in class
with everyone looking at me
and i wanted to cry
my eyes got all watery
and stufff
and i felt horrible
and i just prayed
you guys, and i mean idc if you read thsi
but it really does help..
so yeahh..
imma go take my tylenol pm
wash my face
brush my teeth
watch my show : the days
and then maybe call somebody for a lil while
and then hit the sheets
wake up at 5 tomorw
work out a little
get a shower
head to school
come home
wait for amanda to get home
and then do whatever i feel like doing
-call me sometimee :)
<3 Chelsea