wow college is rough
yeah i know im only going 15 minutes down the street but everyone else is going so much farther. at the LAN party the other day, I was hugging everyone goodbye-it might have been the last time I would see any of them-for a few months or for good. it sucks. they were'nteven my best friends that I was sayign bye to. i havent had to do that yet. but each time i hugged them i almost cried.
it sucks knowing im never gonna see ppl ive been friends with for so long. i may see them on vacations (yeah right) and i might never see them again (gary). i've been tryign to spend as much time as i can with ppl but it seems it doesnt make it any easier. i didn't get to do liek any of the 'fun things' i wanted to do this summer. i wanted to go canoeing and go to seabreeze and go to the zoo. i didnt do any of those things. but my summer has practiacally ended already and ive run out of time. i havent seen or talked to kath or danielle or betsy in forever. they were my bestest friends for years. and now all of a sudden theyl be gone and i dont even know where theyre going or what theyre doing. i've kind of pushed that aside in my brain. i don't want to believe that this is it. no more of these ppl. and you might say'you'll see them theres plenty of time in college. shut up. no there isnt. no matter how hard you try. theres never enough time. besides the fact taht my breaks are a week long and not at teh same time asany other college but whatever. blahh
and josh is all liek 'oh dont worry we'll see each other all the time' bullcrap. hes going 4 hours away. we have different breaks. no cars. apparently he thinks webcams are as good as the real thing. he says its not gonna be hard being far apart. that we'll see each other enough. on all the breaks. i'm so used to seeing him practially every day. i dont want to sound liek a baby or clingy or whatevre. but to go from everyday to once every 2 months is rough in my opinion. really rough. so sorry for missing my boyfriend.
odsughskjhgksjg this sucks.i apologize for typos. you know me. i refuse to go back and fix them. get overit.
it sucks knowing im never gonna see ppl ive been friends with for so long. i may see them on vacations (yeah right) and i might never see them again (gary). i've been tryign to spend as much time as i can with ppl but it seems it doesnt make it any easier. i didn't get to do liek any of the 'fun things' i wanted to do this summer. i wanted to go canoeing and go to seabreeze and go to the zoo. i didnt do any of those things. but my summer has practiacally ended already and ive run out of time. i havent seen or talked to kath or danielle or betsy in forever. they were my bestest friends for years. and now all of a sudden theyl be gone and i dont even know where theyre going or what theyre doing. i've kind of pushed that aside in my brain. i don't want to believe that this is it. no more of these ppl. and you might say'you'll see them theres plenty of time in college. shut up. no there isnt. no matter how hard you try. theres never enough time. besides the fact taht my breaks are a week long and not at teh same time asany other college but whatever. blahh
and josh is all liek 'oh dont worry we'll see each other all the time' bullcrap. hes going 4 hours away. we have different breaks. no cars. apparently he thinks webcams are as good as the real thing. he says its not gonna be hard being far apart. that we'll see each other enough. on all the breaks. i'm so used to seeing him practially every day. i dont want to sound liek a baby or clingy or whatevre. but to go from everyday to once every 2 months is rough in my opinion. really rough. so sorry for missing my boyfriend.
odsughskjhgksjg this sucks.i apologize for typos. you know me. i refuse to go back and fix them. get overit.