Jun 19, 2005 21:56
Well, I've been doing better with the entries, but here we go. The reason I havnt been updating is cuz I'm never home. I feel like i live at the Tarlin's and Big Y. Eh, well at least i can save a lot of money for college. Which is good. Me and Max have beend playing some quality baseball(except for all his cheating). I also watched like an entire red sox game, so what now?!?! Big Y pretty much sux sooo much, I'm REALLY getting tired of it. But today, someone did spend $750 on lobster, which i found quite impressive. The Tarlins gave me a wicked cute teddy bear with a "Red Socks world champions" t-shirts on. I'll have to take a picture of him. Soon you will all see the bear, and my new phone, which is awesome.
Lately I've been feeling like I've been slowly growing apart from a lot of my close friends. And its strange, most of them I've known like forever. Its crazy, we just never seem to talk anymore. Leah just never calls or answers me and is always with paul, Mel is always working or with eric, and Casey I havnt seen in like a year. Oh man. Like, honestly, half the reason i work so much is cuz I dont wanna deal with the awkwardness(bad reson i know, i should just talk to them or whatever). I guess i should do something about this, but i probably wont. Actually, it might be a good thing, cuz it will make leaving in the fall a heck of a lot easier, who knows. So in the end, I'm complaining for no reason. Thats how i do.
I have been kinda slacking on the WIT workouts, i need to pick it up. Just had a chat with a bunch of the current players, they all seem wicked cool, so I'm really excited for this fall. Cant wait to start playing. But I'm also like soooooooo nervous, cuz you dont know how upset I am if i dont make it. To much to worry about. Well I suppose i'll go to bed or something. peace out.