Save the Drama For Yo Mama
..........omg i cried like all day today. this morning and then on&off during the day and then SO much at home and at football practice. im just so drained and overtired. idk whats wrong with me. im not eating as much and im just so blah. all i wanna do i sleep and see people like kenny. but now he dont even matter cause my sister and all. im sick of her. ive never hated her more than today and she thinks she can just come and apologize and make it all better. fuck that. if she wants her fucking "respect" from me then she needs to give it too! fucking cunt. i need to see jd this weekend too. i think id almost rather see him then kenny just b/c i can do whatever and really dont have to be too concerned. i mean im usually dont care anyways but when kennys around i turn the flirt control up ALLL THE WAY. it would be alot of work if it didnt come so naturally~lol~. but yeah im tired and im gonna go cry myself to sleep or something. it just makes me feel better! well yeah bye