FUCK!
well i havent written in a while b/c my comp broke and ive been so flippin busy too! well to begin: fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! okay well this kid i mentioned, well he came over friday too and we watched movies and naturally i grew a liking to him. i mean he was really funny and cute and just idk very my type which means assholish too. so he was at our house til 10pm and then saturday we all go to the movies to see amityville horror {which rocked} and he came too with a bunch of other people. well it just worked out to where we sat by eachother. then he gets up and goes to get food and he comes back with 2 drinks and a popcorn. he had bought me a drink {awww} and then we shared the popcorn and snickers popables. and he made me hold the popcorn and so when he reached in it spilt all over me {which he did on purpose} and then im like okay clean it up. and hes like okay and gets it all away and then he spills some in his crotch and is like look what you did now you have to clean it up! {he thought he was sly} so yeah then when i didnt get a part of the movie hed explain it to me and then we like held hands when i was scared {which i really wasnt that scared but hey i got to hold his hand~lol~whose sly now} and like idk the whole movie we were like talking and he made funny comments and stuff and was being obnoxious but he was just so cute. and then we walk over to burger king and he gave me a piggy back ride. and then my mom picked us all up and in the car came on this stix song and he knew it and he was singing omg it was so cute. well anyways now to the FUCK part. i come home and char is mad at me. this is her friend remember that she introduced me to just b/c i lived here when he came over thursday. so take a guess at why she was mad at me...................guess what? she likes him. my sister and i like the same fucking guy! i asked her that fucking thursday though if she liked him for this very reason b/c i kinda liked him on thursday but not as much as now and she told me NO!!! and now she tells me the truth! and she told me i needed to stop. it wouldve been so much easier to stop thursday but not now. i understand that she wants me to stop and that she kinda wants him to herself but gosh. why do we have to like the same guy??? and she said shes mad b/c i stole him away from her last nite? what? my friends ditched me and all i had were her friends there and naturally i go and hang out with the guy. she knows that too. i just like guys. char thinks he was following me around like a puppy dog but if anything i was following him. idk it just makes me mad. gosh! well i do have to respect my sisters wishes and ill stop or ill try but she cant be mad at me for last nite b/c i didnt know thats how she felt last nite. grrrrr. but char and i are going over his house today to chill and do w/e so we'll see how well that goes. i cant not flirt but ill try. i love my sister more than anyone in the world. and shes more important than some hott guy, right? well ill let you know how today goes but i do still like him alot. okay well have a great sunday~later gators!
*rach*
*rach*