Jul 12, 2004 22:32
Life after high school
When I walked down the famous main hall with the famous old chewed bubble gum stuck every witch place along with the tagging and everything else. I never thought I would of learned so much lessons and had so much ups and downs in one year. I remember back when I was ten years old and my mom was driving and I was looking on in the passenger seat of her Honda accord and when she looked at me and said Kyle after high school you will have a wide open experience of real life and responsibility. I just shrugged my shoulders and moved on with life. Now that Im 19 and in I think seven months going to be twenty. I never thought how much the one line would carry so much weight. About 3 months after high school I found myself working till 2 and 3 in the morning at In and Out trying to save up for a car to realize that I have a 90 dollar cell phone due that was past dude and I did not get paid till Friday. Then about 9 months after High School I saw people mess up and turn everything they had going for them upside down. I saw friends not go to college. I saw people start using drugs or tried to kill them selfs. I stop talking to my dad and beyond that I also found out who my real friends are. And now that its been one year after I walked down the isle I find myself dealing with more real and more intense world and local and self esteem issues. I find myself working and trying everyday as hard as I can and it just seems like Im in a giant quicksand pit and I cant ever get out. My dad use to day Life is a bitch, and then you die. I dont know if this is how life really is or just people who try to hard and cover for people who dont work and try as hard?
Sports:
Lakers got screwed should of made Phil Jackson happy and kept shaq not kobe if the wanted to be traded thats his choice.
Girls:
Nothing really new I made up my mind Im going to put everything on school and work and fuck a gf at this time. Would I love one surebut do I really have the time and comment that she will need, no.
Family:
Saw my grandma in Palm Springs drove the whole way so far that has been the longest I ever driven. Besides the 110 miles I put on my car everyday L