Hmmm
Not really a load of stuff's been going on. Done far too little work..and it's midday and I'm not actually dressed. Hmm that can't be good..but considering I have been a good girl and been up for 9am lectures every day this week (even after getting completely hammered and waking up with a horrific hangover on Friday morning) I feel I deserve some
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The first is being in a play but not knowing any of the lines and not going to any rehearsals, and panicking because I have to go on stage and don't know what I'm doing (usually I put this down to anxiety about an impending work deadline).
The second is going back to Amiens (where I spent my gap year) and trying to make amends with the woman I lived with, and usually discovering that in so doing I have bought myself a return ticket to hell (usually I put this one down to unresolved guilt/PTSD)
The third is dreaming that I'm with someone other than Spik, and whenever I have this dream, I always know that it's wrong and that I'm meant to be with her, and then when I wake up I'm very clingy (I usually put this one down to my subconscious knowledge that Spik is my partner for life - I've been having this dream for years).
The fourth is that I'm going on holiday and haven't packed anything, and have to get to the airport and realise that I've forgotten all the important things. Sometimes I actually go on the holiday, sometimes I just panic all the way to the airport and then wake up (is this just a variant of the theatre dream?)
Tell me, what does it mean? :s
Hmm, I might cut and paste this and stick it in my own journal...
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