Jun 02, 2005 17:39
Heres something to do: watch two people argue or fight. It is rather comical isn't it? Yea, at times its actually a heavy load of laughs, but then again it isnt all that great, especially if you are involved.
Yea... ive said it before and I will say it again. Acutally I wont say it again because I know how it is, the truth. I understand it more and more each day. Its unfortunate.
Its actually going on right now, what used to make me cry is actually making me laugh. Yet, in the end, what froze me before still freezes me today.
I hate it so much, but I havnt been able to do anything about it for 20 years now. I really dont know if I really am the only glue keeping it together left. Maybe thats been my role all along, and now that its wearing down it becomes even more self evident.
So many questions, yet only one answer. One day it will stop I tell myslef. Oh and it will, but hopefully not the wrong way, or should I say the worst way. For now we keep it up, following the same rythm, but this song cant last forever, and that my friends is the moment the music stops.