May 06, 2005 22:47
And once again, I re-learn and re-experience the sadness of parting.
My sophomore year of college was much like my freshman year in the fact that so much happened, all of which was unexpected. This year though, I met so many more people, and strengthened so many more realtionships, yet some appeared weakend as I left CMU and all it has to offer behind for the summer.
As I told the guys, the big dilema left me with nothing. No worries though...
None the less, the goodbyes were going ok, and then Angela. My lil sister almost made me cry because she was, but I held strong. Then my boys Josh and Todd, man they truly are my boys. Its going to be weird going to bed in my quite room tonight. I know you guys will read this, so here is my shoutout: Room 229 will forever be known, Im not sure exactly how it will be, but it will be. Good times with Los Tres Caballeros, even though the two of you still prolly dont know what that means. And of course Mark. MarcusAurileus never ever ceases to amaze me. Thanks again buddy for all that you do for me, even though you somehow think I do so much for you. Nicebeback! And everyone, everyone I saw on a daily or weekly basis, I will miss you... no doubt about it.
But of course I lost it today. Riley and I havnt talked in two weeks, and I left without saying bye. So I quickly turned my truck around pull up right outside robby, walked in, took her in my arms, and I couldnt say a word. We just stood there crying, I know there was so much I wanted to say, and Im sure she did too, but I couldnt. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and left... is that how that ends?
Urgh... I hate endings. Hopefully, there will be no endings with anyone right now. I want to continue being friends with everyone and enjoy everyone. Thats what life is all about. Thank you so much to everyone.
Hopefully I'll find some friends to help me survive the summer, because once fall comes, I cant wait to go back to the promised land of the Chips! LoL... I know things will be different once again, but I will be ok with that.
Heres to change, heres to goodbyes, and heres to the best thing... Heres to Hellos! Hellos with strangers, and better yet hellos with old friends.
Peace in the Middle East...