Yea it is 6a.m....
I feel invisible. Is that stupid? Probably.
I wish that I could just... become a part of a fairytale land. I just wish I was a character on Gilmore Girls. Gilmore Girls makes me really really really happy.
Life is so hard. Even when it isnt hard. It isnt hard right now. Everything is good.... but its just so... complacent. I dont know. Im a nut.
I just really feel invisible like no one could even describe me because they see right through me.
I dont get why I feel this way. Granted, it might be the fact that it is 5:54 in the morning and I have yet to consider sleep. I really just want to cry. But I have no clue why. Again, it might be the whole lack of sleep factor.
And I feel like I have no one to talk to, which is definately a misconception because two of my best friends are upstairs right now. Granted, they are both sleeping and probably wouldnt love it if I woke them up. Besides, what would I say?
I know that Kyle is always just a phone call away... but hey, he wouldnt be too happy himself if I called him at this hour. Again, what would I be calling to say?
I really think life would be a lot happier if he were here right now to put his arms around me and just tell me "Baby, I love you... really, I do love you."
I wish that I could just... become a part of a fairytale land. I just wish I was a character on Gilmore Girls. Gilmore Girls makes me really really really happy.
Life is so hard. Even when it isnt hard. It isnt hard right now. Everything is good.... but its just so... complacent. I dont know. Im a nut.
I just really feel invisible like no one could even describe me because they see right through me.
I dont get why I feel this way. Granted, it might be the fact that it is 5:54 in the morning and I have yet to consider sleep. I really just want to cry. But I have no clue why. Again, it might be the whole lack of sleep factor.
And I feel like I have no one to talk to, which is definately a misconception because two of my best friends are upstairs right now. Granted, they are both sleeping and probably wouldnt love it if I woke them up. Besides, what would I say?
I know that Kyle is always just a phone call away... but hey, he wouldnt be too happy himself if I called him at this hour. Again, what would I be calling to say?
I really think life would be a lot happier if he were here right now to put his arms around me and just tell me "Baby, I love you... really, I do love you."