I dont know what to do anymore
With the things that have happened this summer I really think I'm going to give up on trying, on tryin to do things with friends. I'm not even thought of by them anymore. I've always dreaded it would happen but I think it has. I mean yes I've done a couple things this summer but with only 4 or 5 people, and only once or twice with each of them. I don't know if I'm overreacting or thinkin to much about it but it's just gotten worse and worse as each year passes. I've found myself at home most days doing nothing. I can't go play tennis because you can't by yourself. My sisters go to cheerleading practice and they have friends around them that see them all the time. I'm almost jealous of them. I really hope that it'll all change soon. If it doesnt I'll just have to deal with it and go on with my life being like that. My summer has had many wasted days and it just really sucks right now.