Jan 29, 2006 14:59
I'm probably supposed to be reading Bartleby right now and actually doing something. But I guess I don't really feel like it. Midterms are over, and I don't particularly feel like doing anything. I should be awake too. But I'm not. I hate the way weather affects my mood. I love the rain. But it's so gloomy-looking outside. That's the word, gloomy. But I'm not sad or anything. I don't know. It's weird. You know what would be nice? Snow. I want a snow day. It's not supposed to be 60 degrees in January. I want to dance in the snow and run around and be happy. The only snow day we had this year, I was packing for India the entire time. I want to go back to India. See those kids again. Give them all hugs. Do the hokey-pokey with them. I want to go again next year. I hope we go. Speaking of India, I think my prom dress should be getting in soon. Within the next month hopefully. I hope it turns out the way I wanted it to. Cause that would suck if it didn't. Eep I'm so excited!
Also, thinking about college is making me sad. For lots of different reasons. I also realized this weekend how much I detest being lost. Not even being lost. Just not being able to find something.
Screw this. This was pointless. I think I'm going to put off Bartleby some more and watch a movie and drink some hot chocolate.
~*Amy*~