Declare this an emergency
THE GOOD
I am going to see Tenacious D live this Sunday! If you have money and time, they're still selling, and probably won't stop because it's the friggin patriot center.
I have money this year. I can finally make up for not getting as many Christmas presents for people! I got a lot of them squared away already.
15 school days until winter break!
THE BAD
My parents flipped out over 2 missing assignments on Edline. My grades aren't even that bad. I have a C in those classes and it's not even interims yet. Big woop. So they want me under house arrest for the weekend minus the concert. We'll see about that.
Seems like shit hit the fan for everyone at the same time. Oh well. :tosses self aside: time to play mediater.
I'm so F***ing tired of taking shit from everyone. I hate being the last choice. Nice guys always finish last. I'm done being nice. I wanted to be good but it ended up screwing me over, for what? I didn't get shit. I feel like I was dumped by someone I wasn't even going out with. "we're still friends right" fuck you. You make no attempt to talk to me, and I'm done trying. At least I talk to my ex. Screw you ass hole. I don't even care about that. I'm pissed that I got the shaft right after I got the shaft. Why can't someone care about me huh? (it's a journal i'll be selfish if I damn please)
So when something happens to me, shit has to happen to everyone right? 3 in the freaking morning and every time Andy would walk outside, Kerry got up to see if he was ok. This was before either of them liked each other. Where can I find a best friend like that? I want to go to people for help and I tried but no one seems to fucking care. I'm a chore. I sound like I'm complaining but I don't want people to know I'm really hurting. This will all pass, right? Sure they say that and I know that but when your in a tunnel you don't know how long it is until you see the end of it. My fault for throwing away what I had right? That was going down hill. Again people being to freaking busy to ever do anything. Like when Kelly said Oh I like you let's string you along until I decide I have too much shit! I wish I was emotional enough to cry. I think a good cry would help. Maybe off-ing myself wouldn't be so bad. This is all just a ramble now. I just want some comforting. Someone to tell me it'll all be ok. and maybe someone I can do that for too.
I am going to see Tenacious D live this Sunday! If you have money and time, they're still selling, and probably won't stop because it's the friggin patriot center.
I have money this year. I can finally make up for not getting as many Christmas presents for people! I got a lot of them squared away already.
15 school days until winter break!
THE BAD
My parents flipped out over 2 missing assignments on Edline. My grades aren't even that bad. I have a C in those classes and it's not even interims yet. Big woop. So they want me under house arrest for the weekend minus the concert. We'll see about that.
Seems like shit hit the fan for everyone at the same time. Oh well. :tosses self aside: time to play mediater.
I'm so F***ing tired of taking shit from everyone. I hate being the last choice. Nice guys always finish last. I'm done being nice. I wanted to be good but it ended up screwing me over, for what? I didn't get shit. I feel like I was dumped by someone I wasn't even going out with. "we're still friends right" fuck you. You make no attempt to talk to me, and I'm done trying. At least I talk to my ex. Screw you ass hole. I don't even care about that. I'm pissed that I got the shaft right after I got the shaft. Why can't someone care about me huh? (it's a journal i'll be selfish if I damn please)
So when something happens to me, shit has to happen to everyone right? 3 in the freaking morning and every time Andy would walk outside, Kerry got up to see if he was ok. This was before either of them liked each other. Where can I find a best friend like that? I want to go to people for help and I tried but no one seems to fucking care. I'm a chore. I sound like I'm complaining but I don't want people to know I'm really hurting. This will all pass, right? Sure they say that and I know that but when your in a tunnel you don't know how long it is until you see the end of it. My fault for throwing away what I had right? That was going down hill. Again people being to freaking busy to ever do anything. Like when Kelly said Oh I like you let's string you along until I decide I have too much shit! I wish I was emotional enough to cry. I think a good cry would help. Maybe off-ing myself wouldn't be so bad. This is all just a ramble now. I just want some comforting. Someone to tell me it'll all be ok. and maybe someone I can do that for too.