GAH!
Is it wrong that I really don't wanna be a freshmen?
There's only 26 days left of my middleschoolyness.
God, this is somewhat spazzoid worthy, eh?
I mean, I worked pretty hard to keep the friends I've found, and I've finally come to the realization that this is a neverending cycle!
Okay, second grade, they were moving us. I had to start over. Make a new name for my little self.
Fifth grade, booted outta my little world, into the world of people who didn't like me.
Now. God, I might not have any classes with the right people.
That happens again every year for the next four!
Then college!!!
Then moving, and jobs, and you may as well not even make friends, because you're never going to keep the ones you want.
Now, my electives seem to be the most likely place to make friends, because we got to pick those, and if you wanted the same elective, you obviously have a common interest.
Chorus especially, probably not quite so much in Latin.
I really just don't wanna be that girl who people point to at senior year and say "That was the girl with no friends."
Not because I care that they know.
Because I want to have friends.
Is that so wrong?
Apparently, because the world and the school system has done nothing but tear the only people in the world I actually care about away via a vicious change of buildings.
God, and I'm gonna have so many new teacher names to memorize.
Don't get me wrong.
A part of me is very excited about high school.
New people, new classes, more interesting ones, hopefully, new teachers, new everything.
A lot of oppurtunities to get lost...
All I can think is the last day of middle school..
Those two lines,
"She said I can't take this place
I'm leaving it behind."
It'll be awesome.
I hope.
*swallow*
Anywho, Cape this weekend, hopefully.
Next week I gotta take care of the dog!
I'm excited about that.
I love the dog.
<333 SAMMY!
And the week after that, Rosalie is coming down!
Haven't seen her in two months!
I misssss you Rosaliiieeeee!!!!
But, the next month should be fun. And I need to savor it.
My last month as a junior high student.
There's only 26 days left of my middleschoolyness.
God, this is somewhat spazzoid worthy, eh?
I mean, I worked pretty hard to keep the friends I've found, and I've finally come to the realization that this is a neverending cycle!
Okay, second grade, they were moving us. I had to start over. Make a new name for my little self.
Fifth grade, booted outta my little world, into the world of people who didn't like me.
Now. God, I might not have any classes with the right people.
That happens again every year for the next four!
Then college!!!
Then moving, and jobs, and you may as well not even make friends, because you're never going to keep the ones you want.
Now, my electives seem to be the most likely place to make friends, because we got to pick those, and if you wanted the same elective, you obviously have a common interest.
Chorus especially, probably not quite so much in Latin.
I really just don't wanna be that girl who people point to at senior year and say "That was the girl with no friends."
Not because I care that they know.
Because I want to have friends.
Is that so wrong?
Apparently, because the world and the school system has done nothing but tear the only people in the world I actually care about away via a vicious change of buildings.
God, and I'm gonna have so many new teacher names to memorize.
Don't get me wrong.
A part of me is very excited about high school.
New people, new classes, more interesting ones, hopefully, new teachers, new everything.
A lot of oppurtunities to get lost...
All I can think is the last day of middle school..
Those two lines,
"She said I can't take this place
I'm leaving it behind."
It'll be awesome.
I hope.
*swallow*
Anywho, Cape this weekend, hopefully.
Next week I gotta take care of the dog!
I'm excited about that.
I love the dog.
<333 SAMMY!
And the week after that, Rosalie is coming down!
Haven't seen her in two months!
I misssss you Rosaliiieeeee!!!!
But, the next month should be fun. And I need to savor it.
My last month as a junior high student.