Argh!
So all I could think about in English was how stupid I felt about getting a different edition of Dante's Inferno then everyone else. The text is pretty much the same but the pages are all different so I get thoroughly confused. Apparently I was invited to go to coldstone tonite but it's def on wednesday. I don't think I can really handle anymore using my card or lactose. I'm eating cream cheese like everyday now and it's killing me but I can't help it. Mike tried solving my problem by finding some weird powder online that supposedly cures you of lactose-intolerancy. I told him that I was skeptical and I don't have that kind of money to waste on something that isn't guaranteed to work. So I half-assed my essay on Socrates and Jesus and I was all excited to write about it cuz I thought I had a good idea until I ran outta time and did everything at the last minute like I always do. I went to soup and bread today with Tawny. It was kinda good then turned kinda yuck. Chicken, Rice and Rosemary. Oh my. So anyways I've been taking showers daily and I'm beginning to like it. I'm so proud, I'm sure Mike is too. I talked to Chris on the phone last nite about that equipment or converter used to connect my cam to my computer. I really shouldn't have because we began talking about the past and such and little stuff like that gets me aggravated and I just need to stay on the phone and let it out. I really really shouldn't have because Mike got really mad at me and I had to apologize to him and tell him that I do trust him on the subject of technology but I just had to call chris because dork that he is. He is an expert. People here are starting to piss me off but whatever, I think I'm just missing home and everyone seems to go home every weekend except me and I'm super jealous. I can't believe that Mike went up to Uconn with Kathy and Justin and made that comment about hanging out with Jen without me. That really got me mad, not really at Mike but the fact that he got to Uconn- The place where my best friend is. I just miss all my friends from home. Ryan was being really retarded last nite and I didn't like how he kept saying mean things to Amy. I had such a bad dream last nite about some guy trying to have sex with me and I had no idea who he was. He was like this deprived guy and I'm like no and Mike just allowed it to happen. In my dream of course. I'm really dreading going to 3d which I have in about 20 minutes. I hate Tina Rath and apparently I can't "bullshit" my way out of this class. We're doing these funky x,y,z axis things and I'm such a stupid shit that I don't understand practically any of it. "Precision Ms. Jackie!" I just don't even feel like going but I'm gonna just suck it up and see what happens. Tell her that I don't understand anything cuz I'm retarded. I still have about 200 pages in Art History to read I'm so excited I could vomit. I never thought that school would be straining like this. You really have to force yourself to sit down at your computer and pummel through your homework. Half the stuff I turn in anyway needs to be redone. It blows, but it gives me an extra chance so some teachers are nice like that. Unlike, the rath....dun dun dun toodles I shall now be eaten alive much love --