Aug 22, 2008 16:41
- I have an awesome boyfriend.He took me to this park in Lednice at night and it was so calm and sweet and the moon was a light brighter than the sun.The water was dripping, like if it was raining, but it wasn't.
- I kinda don't take my meds?I don't know why, but I should start before I get headaches again and before I get suicidal again.I get suicidal enough with them.
- I think my best friends from school don't really like me anymore.I guess, maybe, I should just, I don't know, disappear.Maybe I would be more useful that way. I sort of really want to cry when I think about it. I really love them. But I guess my love is so selfish and unreal that it's never enough.
- Ignore me.
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friends,
meds,
disappearing into the water and drinking,
rant,
boyfriend,
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