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Hey people. Dude ive been at andrews house every damn day !
i think i like robbie.
im not sure. . i talked with him in his room last night for like 2 hours && hes really cool.
besides the fact that he smokes. . =\
i kicked him cuhz hes stupid. . && he hopefully learned from what he did wrongg.
Saturday - Went to andrews, hung out with andrew && hector && ashley. Then, robbie && joey && cherd wanted me to chill with them . . so i did. Slept Over Ashleys house. =) ::Freakky walk (ashley):: shit scares me son. lol.
Sunday - Andrews house. Chilled with robbie.
Monday- Baby sat. Came home && went to andrews to saay bye to hector cuhz hes leaving fer a couple weeks. =( dude i miss him already ! Came home at 8.
Yesterday - Baby sat. Went shopping with ashley, AJ, && her momma. Went to andrews to give him his present. Hector was over so we said our goodbyes again. =\ And then hung out with robbie for 2 hours.
Ohh && for all you that dont hang out with all of us. . robbie is andrews bro.
Today- Baby sat && went to the orthodontist and i have 4 weeks till` i get these damn things off my mouth =) im happy.
Im learning to be more carefree . . && im finding myself again. i dont know who i am. . im learning. im doing things "i want to do". im not doing the things people want me to do anymore. . fuck that. && i dont care what people think of me. . i love feeling this. . its awesome.
im writing alot so im gunna go.
p.s. if you wanna come to my house on new years eve come. . cuhz im having a wicked huge partyy. =)
Later shkwaaz <3333
So what is it about me
That you can't give into
Forcing myself back
Now I can't talk to you
Maybe I should realize there's a chance that
I was never meant to be with you
i think i like robbie.
im not sure. . i talked with him in his room last night for like 2 hours && hes really cool.
besides the fact that he smokes. . =\
i kicked him cuhz hes stupid. . && he hopefully learned from what he did wrongg.
Saturday - Went to andrews, hung out with andrew && hector && ashley. Then, robbie && joey && cherd wanted me to chill with them . . so i did. Slept Over Ashleys house. =) ::Freakky walk (ashley):: shit scares me son. lol.
Sunday - Andrews house. Chilled with robbie.
Monday- Baby sat. Came home && went to andrews to saay bye to hector cuhz hes leaving fer a couple weeks. =( dude i miss him already ! Came home at 8.
Yesterday - Baby sat. Went shopping with ashley, AJ, && her momma. Went to andrews to give him his present. Hector was over so we said our goodbyes again. =\ And then hung out with robbie for 2 hours.
Ohh && for all you that dont hang out with all of us. . robbie is andrews bro.
Today- Baby sat && went to the orthodontist and i have 4 weeks till` i get these damn things off my mouth =) im happy.
Im learning to be more carefree . . && im finding myself again. i dont know who i am. . im learning. im doing things "i want to do". im not doing the things people want me to do anymore. . fuck that. && i dont care what people think of me. . i love feeling this. . its awesome.
im writing alot so im gunna go.
p.s. if you wanna come to my house on new years eve come. . cuhz im having a wicked huge partyy. =)
Later shkwaaz <3333
So what is it about me
That you can't give into
Forcing myself back
Now I can't talk to you
Maybe I should realize there's a chance that
I was never meant to be with you