I never write in this thing

[foolish__lover]

I am such an asshole sometimes! Please forgive me if I have been a jerk to you in the past. I guess I am sort of a jerk to people that just want to make small talk to look cool and like they actually know someone. but if i dont know you and you dont actually take time to really know me besides hey and whats up, then im not going to be nice. im sorry. and also I'm not into drama or going to shows just to hang out so if i seem like im not paying attention to you, its not because i hate you. its because i didnt pay money to stand upstairs or outside and make smalltalk with you. but anyways, I love my life and my friends and my family. My little sister and I laid on my bed this morning watching hanson videos from 1997. we were freaking out! I was obsessed with taylor and she was obsessed with zach. we held hands and we were dying everytiem they did something goofy. I loved it! I miss stephanie dowdy. I love alyssa. I love climbing on her window and I love singing in the convertable with no music because there is no radio. I slept for so long today. and we are going to eddyville friday and its going to be amazing.
i love life!!! and I love you!
♥
erica!