Uggghhh
I feel awful. Empty inside. I can't sleep well or eat. I mean i don't have much of an appetite, i didn't eat all day Sunday and ate half my lunch at work yesterday, and yeah i just iam soo going through the motions at work and with everything.
It's all bc of him, i could sense something wasn't right, no wonder i felt so out of place before. Well i ( Read more... )
he's been cheating on you with some other chick
he's been lying to you about it since you got together
he's been blaming you for his fuck ups
and he intends to keep sleeping with this other chick
you can't trust him at all
okay then why are you fighting for this guy? You took a break you found out what you needed to know about him. you found out he's an asshole and now you know for sure that you were right to call it off. So now you need to let him have his life with this other chick. You don't want this guy anyway....so why fight for him? It'll only hurt you more and he will not end up giving up the other chick...even if he were to say he would he'd still lie and cheat on you causing you to be even more miserable. Let him have his misery with this other girl, let him fuck up his life and hers instead of yours, let her heart or his heart be broken not yours, let yourself move on and be happy for once instead of letting him drag you down. You need to forget that he exists the outcome of your little "scheme" will not go in your favour...you need to let this guy disappear cause he's no good and you know it.
don't get back with him agnes it's not a good idea to ever see or speak or hear of him again.
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Well Iam glad you replied. And yeah i agree i know, i was just thinking it. I think i was trying to amuse myself with the idea to make myself feel better, i mean it would be ridiculous to actually do that, it be like totally foolish. I just think that way when iam a total emotional mess. I really hope i don't do it, even though now that i've thought of it it's tempting damn it. But yeah he wouldn't change or leave her just cause i'd come back, yeah right, even if i was to promise that i'd be more available. I know deep down that it wouldn't change a thing, unless he wanted sex and lied again that he did leave her. I mean once a cheater always a cheater. He doesn't even realize what he did to me, iam a wreck, emotionally and physically. So yeah do i want to go back to that, to someone who has hurt me this much, i think not. All i could gain from the outcome is prolly just maybe manage to make her think that he left her if she called and i was with him, which would put her in my shoes. And i had the chance to do that so many times too, i was so dumb and naive. I could also just go over there when he is there and bithc him out and maybe i'll feel better but that would be quicker and messier, and maybe his landlady would call the cops who knows. I feel so powerless, so i guess seducing won't do shit.
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