my back itches..
so.. im pretty tired. and its only 11:19.. ha ha im totally about to go to bed.. i have nothing to do and im tired from being up all night.
last night i had a teeny tiny very minor panic attack. dont know why. actually.. I JUST REALIZED IT! holy shit. last night i couldnt even begin to try and figure out what was wrong. i knew something was wrong last night.. only i couldnt pin-point what it was. today i find out manda has just been bed-ridden for the next 6-10 weeks! thats what it was! theres nothing else it could be. she was at the hospital last night. she wasnt feeling well. this has to be it. i was having a minor panic attack, knowing something was wrong but not exactly what.. and it was about amanda. wow. that shows how close we are i suppose. as soon as my car is fixed im going to go keep her company for a few days.
so yea.. my car broke down.. it wasnt another accident you jerks. lol engine problems.. i need 100 bucks to fix it. *sigh* ive been driving my moms van.. i just dont like the way the van handles. its not im worried about my immage driving a van.. im just uncomfortable driving it..
i really am tired. my eyelids are really heavy. i think ima go to bed now.
sincerely yours,
brita
p.s. i love you, forever and today
p.p.s. something is different, why are you so against telling me whats going on?!
last night i had a teeny tiny very minor panic attack. dont know why. actually.. I JUST REALIZED IT! holy shit. last night i couldnt even begin to try and figure out what was wrong. i knew something was wrong last night.. only i couldnt pin-point what it was. today i find out manda has just been bed-ridden for the next 6-10 weeks! thats what it was! theres nothing else it could be. she was at the hospital last night. she wasnt feeling well. this has to be it. i was having a minor panic attack, knowing something was wrong but not exactly what.. and it was about amanda. wow. that shows how close we are i suppose. as soon as my car is fixed im going to go keep her company for a few days.
so yea.. my car broke down.. it wasnt another accident you jerks. lol engine problems.. i need 100 bucks to fix it. *sigh* ive been driving my moms van.. i just dont like the way the van handles. its not im worried about my immage driving a van.. im just uncomfortable driving it..
i really am tired. my eyelids are really heavy. i think ima go to bed now.
sincerely yours,
brita
p.s. i love you, forever and today
p.p.s. something is different, why are you so against telling me whats going on?!