Feb 08, 2007 01:13
rain check for pool night... tuesdays are pool night (normally) for me shannon N segan. well, we couldnt go last night for a few reasons...
1. i was too busy watching sailor moon
2. at 1030 when i was ready to go, segan needed a shower lol and didnt go.
3. shannon had to be at work early this morning
4. i wasnt allowed out.
so hence why we did pool night tonight minus segan...
number 4 brings us to our next topic.
i wanna move out. being 18 i should really be givin no curfew. especially if i am going to be working 3 jobs, and when i have nothing to do the next day. i think i should be allowed to decide when i come home and when i get up in the morning. i am ok having a 12 am curfew when i drive.. being as i am still on my provisonals (sp?) but when im not driving.. which is more times than not.. i dont think i should be told when to come home.
if you note above... i stated i will be working 3 jobs. well. sears is good and all, but i need more than 15.5 hours a week since i am not going to school this semester. (also my mom is taking the liberty of telling me that i need a full time job if im not in school... ) sears is my second job, my first job ive had for going on 4 years, and i am a secretary in an office one night a week for 4 hours. its good for extra cash and when i was in school, great for homework. so i called the friary in ellicot city (i think) and asked for an application. if i get the job [which i think i am a shoe-in seeing as a) ive been doing the secretary thing for nearly 4 years... b) my uncle is the maintence guy out there c) the shenk name is very prostigeous (sp?) in the church area as in st. louis and the friary d) i have excillent people skills e) skilled in many a program on the computer and f) i have great references.] i will be working monday through friday 830 am - 4pm. ew ..but hey, its time for life to realy start. right? so with three jobs i am going to be excrutiatingly busy and should rack in buko bucks. my list for when i have money is a new car and an apartment. well, i think at this point since my car is still running i want an apartment first. i just need to start saving my money. its almost been a year since i graduated and i have no money. i havent saved a cent. ive been living paycheck to paycheck, thats not good seeing as ive been working oh so much before the holidays died down.. and have been at sears since june. its kinda depressing.
i started cleaning my room today. i can actually see the floor now. it looks bigger with out all the crap i have everywhere.. and minus a few boxes. yes.. i still havent completely moved in after being here since may. thats really sad.
sincerely yours,
brittany
p.s. i love you, forever and today
p.p.s. even though you cant make up your mind and shut me out everynow and then. we'll get through it. i can feel it.