Oct 09, 2003 17:13
I'm fucking pissed at this friend of mine. She just ruined our friendship coz I made fun of her. It wasn't even fun of her, but making fun. It was nothing, really! She just had this fight with my best friend, and we decided to joke with her and pretend we were fighting too. And when we told her it wasn't for real, she got all hurt, and she's not getting online again, just because of me.
That's so like her. She's always sad or mad at someone. It's so fucking annoying. I remember that once I told that to Ines, that I hated her like hell but, at the same time, I loved her. She's annoying, but amazing. You know what I mean? She's everything I hate, but I can't live without her! Damn... Now, she's mad at me because I was joking with her, saying that she needed a "lesson". Well, she did! She got mad at my friend Manu over nothing! She's being an idiot.
And I miss her already. Damn, that girl. Well, I'm not talking to her again.
Or maybe I am.
Shit, I don't think she's ever going to get online again after that, but I wish she does.
NO! I mean, I wish she doesn't.
Oh, I hate her for making me feel like this.
Or maybe I don't.
I just wish we could be friends again. But I don't think that's gonna happen. And that makes me feel like shit.
It's not like I did something terrible, is it?
My default icon is really depressing, I know. But that's how I'm feeling right now. I just can't stop thinking about her, that..! Oh, I'm not gonna even say it.
Well, I shouldn't care. She doesn't deserve it.