Oct 02, 2003 20:30
My life is boring.
Really.
I hate that!
I have nothing better to do than go to that damn school. I have nothing better to do than stare at the screen and do nothing at all.
And I'm lazy! So, I don't do anything I want!
My life is so blah.
I want to do something! I don't know how my future's gonna be like! I don't know what to do, what I'm going to do. Is so fucking boring. And I even have to deal with my dad saying 'ooh, fifty days without Bianca... And Heather was this and that... Fifty five days without Bianca... YOU HAVE TO STUDY!! ... Fifty six days without Bianca... YOU MOTHER IS PATHETIC! WE SHOULD ALL DIE! ARRGH!'
Yeah, that's my dad. He keeps thinking Bianca is getting back, like, soon. Yes, I believe she is coming back someday, but the law sue against my mom is gonna take a while. A very long while.
I love Bianca and I miss her, and I hate my mom and I wish she was dead, but we can't talk about them 24 hours a day! Okay, we have our reasons. Bianca's nanny just told us that that bitch is not alone, that she's with a man (poor him), and they're living together. WITH Bianca. And that, he was there in the same resort we were. And I remember that, on the first day, mommy was gone for a while. She said she was going to get some ice. That's SO not true. She went to his room, that FILTHY WHORE! And Bianca is seeing her own mother with another man.
I HATE her. I'm an idiot. How I didn't notice that? THAT LITTLE SHIT WAS CHEATING ON MY DAD! I hate her so very fucking much. And she's going to die. She is. Coz, if I ever see her again, I'll kill her with my own hands.
Ha! She's going down.
I hope she's in pain right now.
I hope she DIES with a lot of pain.
That pathetic piece of crap.