Sep 18, 2003 16:49
Two days without internet.
Arrgh, I was in heaven and I went two days to hell.
Or, in other words, to my real life.
It was like, two days without breathing. Know what I mean? Argh, I hope that never happens again...
I had a funny dream last night. I was going to school, by bus, every Sartuday. But, I didn't went to study, I just wanted to go because Leonardo was going too. And, in the dream, I wasn't his girlfriend, I was just the old friend I was before we started to date, and I was way too fat (well, I am way too fat, but it doesn't matter right now :P) and I had a huuge crush on him. And he didn't like me back coz, duh, I'm fat!
So, I went to this store, that was half store, half bathroom (o.O it was all blue and purple) and I asked to be thin, so we can study and date together.
Does that mean I miss him? Well, it does to me. Not the boyfriend, but the friend in class. Now that he's in college, I have to stay with that new class, arrgh, I hate all of them so fucking bad, grr. They're all annoying, and there's a basketball player there that teases me, keep saying that he loves me and all (wich it's not true, he has a girlfriend and everything) he keeps asking me out, and the whole class laugh at me, okay, I'm ugly and pathetic, but that doesn't mean that I have to be teased by a pathetic looser like him. I hate them so very totally much, and I wish they were all dead. Hunf. Yeah, you may think I'm saying too much, but, hey, I wish people were dead if they ate my chocolat bar... Lol.
I can't wait to finish this year. It will be my last one, thanks god.
Oh, and the dream also meant that I have to get thin. Lol. On with the diet...