HAH.
Hahah this further proves what a big retard I am.
So it was my driving test today, and 5 minutes into it I knew I was going to fail. The driving instructor guy told me to turn right, and I guess I was in lala land somewhere because I wasn't being attentive. I thought he said to make a left turn...and about midway I realized that he said right, so I did this ugly maneuver. I even blurted out "hah what did I do.." and then after that I just kind of drove without thinking because I know that mistake alone costed me my big fat failure in the driving test.
Talk about a bad time for spacing out. Maybe it's the 5 hours of sleep every night this week that turned my brain off more often than not. Oh well.
But anyway, I feel like I should be more saddened from my failure. ...I'm not though, which is making me feel concerned because I am afraid I'm feeling too indifferent about things. I need to have emotions too!! I can't just live feeling indifferent for the rest of my life. Well, I guess I have two reasons for me to feel indifferent:
1) I'm still too happy from yesterday to give a shit about stuff like this
2) It's not like I have a car to drive even if I did pass
Well, expect me to be in the DMV again in about 2 weeks. Hopefully I get the same guy because he was really nice. He was this tiny Asian man with a very Asian polo shirt and a fisherman hat on his head. Yeah, he was really cool.
So it was my driving test today, and 5 minutes into it I knew I was going to fail. The driving instructor guy told me to turn right, and I guess I was in lala land somewhere because I wasn't being attentive. I thought he said to make a left turn...and about midway I realized that he said right, so I did this ugly maneuver. I even blurted out "hah what did I do.." and then after that I just kind of drove without thinking because I know that mistake alone costed me my big fat failure in the driving test.
Talk about a bad time for spacing out. Maybe it's the 5 hours of sleep every night this week that turned my brain off more often than not. Oh well.
But anyway, I feel like I should be more saddened from my failure. ...I'm not though, which is making me feel concerned because I am afraid I'm feeling too indifferent about things. I need to have emotions too!! I can't just live feeling indifferent for the rest of my life. Well, I guess I have two reasons for me to feel indifferent:
1) I'm still too happy from yesterday to give a shit about stuff like this
2) It's not like I have a car to drive even if I did pass
Well, expect me to be in the DMV again in about 2 weeks. Hopefully I get the same guy because he was really nice. He was this tiny Asian man with a very Asian polo shirt and a fisherman hat on his head. Yeah, he was really cool.