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I am supposed to be attending a Lyrical/Street Jazz dance session in school with the Modern Dancers. Why do unfortunate things always have to ruin the excitement and anticipation? Action reaction pair.
Forest skyline.
Personally, I won't expect my Chemistry marks to be such a value. It's even lower than my Math marks though they are both the same grade. Guess the grade. I won't mull on it but I wonder. Do people lie or do people have something more that I don't? Friends aren't supposed to make you feel horrible. Friends don't influence you to ruin your life. Friends give alternatives to make life better, not advise you to end your life (sometimes, even literally). Seriously, my being-alone-in-school phase is starting again unless it's for fun, duh.
I need my late nights again. Those days where my days are literally 24-hours, maybe with 2 hours worth of sleep. Work is piling up so I guess the sleep-at-4-wake-up-at-7 regime needs to kick in. Sleeping in early makes me feel slothful and nauseous everyday. Taking a (power) nap is useless because it'll just be another 11-hour sleep till the next morning.
Using initials seem to be everything now. I can't find another word to replace so here goes. Seeing W yesterday was one of those moments where hope was still present. Now, it isn't. W's eyes always reminds me of something obscure, yet very familiar and calm. And, there's a particular something that makes me want to keep a lookout. It took me long enough to forget. Now, I have. Celebratory freedom.
Contempt is awesome. I can lose weight and get flexible again. Dancing makes me miss St. Marg's. Oh, the times.
I need to go check up on my tonsils at the clinic again. It swelled up and blocked my windpipe while I was running around the track. Luckily, for my medicine in my bag that I didn't clear for weeks, the inflammation calmed down. I thought I was going to die of suffocation. Oh no, I should have just left myself to die. :|
29th of January, just 10 more days. Bedlam in Goliath. I think it has already leaked but piracy is bad. The videos are absolutely, authentically, awesome beyond words. What more the songs. It's very different from the other 3 albums. I started listening to Frances the Mute again. Cassandra Gemini is ace despite being 32 minutes long. I'd live every minute of it. I'm still in awe that Cedric's a walking dictionary.
No there's no light, in the darkest of your furthest reaches.
Forest skyline.
Personally, I won't expect my Chemistry marks to be such a value. It's even lower than my Math marks though they are both the same grade. Guess the grade. I won't mull on it but I wonder. Do people lie or do people have something more that I don't? Friends aren't supposed to make you feel horrible. Friends don't influence you to ruin your life. Friends give alternatives to make life better, not advise you to end your life (sometimes, even literally). Seriously, my being-alone-in-school phase is starting again unless it's for fun, duh.
I need my late nights again. Those days where my days are literally 24-hours, maybe with 2 hours worth of sleep. Work is piling up so I guess the sleep-at-4-wake-up-at-7 regime needs to kick in. Sleeping in early makes me feel slothful and nauseous everyday. Taking a (power) nap is useless because it'll just be another 11-hour sleep till the next morning.
Using initials seem to be everything now. I can't find another word to replace so here goes. Seeing W yesterday was one of those moments where hope was still present. Now, it isn't. W's eyes always reminds me of something obscure, yet very familiar and calm. And, there's a particular something that makes me want to keep a lookout. It took me long enough to forget. Now, I have. Celebratory freedom.
Contempt is awesome. I can lose weight and get flexible again. Dancing makes me miss St. Marg's. Oh, the times.
I need to go check up on my tonsils at the clinic again. It swelled up and blocked my windpipe while I was running around the track. Luckily, for my medicine in my bag that I didn't clear for weeks, the inflammation calmed down. I thought I was going to die of suffocation. Oh no, I should have just left myself to die. :|
29th of January, just 10 more days. Bedlam in Goliath. I think it has already leaked but piracy is bad. The videos are absolutely, authentically, awesome beyond words. What more the songs. It's very different from the other 3 albums. I started listening to Frances the Mute again. Cassandra Gemini is ace despite being 32 minutes long. I'd live every minute of it. I'm still in awe that Cedric's a walking dictionary.
No there's no light, in the darkest of your furthest reaches.