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we're having a bbq tomorrow, if anyone wants to stop by, just give a ring, and come injest dead cow with me. i ppainted edward today, i love him, and considering i lack any talent, he looks damn good, i guess. i cut my hair really short. im going to dye it red tonight, temporarily. i saw an old friend, we went to haight, it was fun, i think ill let one of her friends pierce my wee nostril. my parents are watching The Others, hold me. we need to do something soon. i had an iced chai today. my cat was stuck in a tree for 8 hours today. i feel fat, my thighs jiggle. my sister says my love handles are huge in a bathing suit, i dont want to wear a bathing suit anymore. i hate my sister. i scratched myself when i felt depressed, then i threw a magazine and it took out a wee piece of my wall, ouch. i wish i was sexier/hotter/prettier, whatever. i met a 21 year old who wnats to have sex with me, i met a lot guys who want to have sex with me, what to do. i want to hook up with somebody.