My Life, My Story, My Conflicts
Today I consider it my good fortune that fate designated me to start this journal today, from the aftermath of a rollercoaster weekend, and an emotional aftermath.
Let's start with the irrelevant stuff.
5/9
Friday night, I talked to Ashley a bit online...thought I was going to hang with Livy that night, but found out she was gonna get to Fishers late. So, I went over my good-friend Al Asher's house. I brought my CD player, thank God, for I listened to it most of the night and watched them play Gaylo (Halo). It was boring, but being with my friends is always comforting and cool. Fro wasn't there though, so that sucked. I went to sleep later that night, with a brand new CD in hand (Thanks Paul, for that mix), and I drifted off to my music and the strong pounding sheets of rain clashign against my home.
5/10 *A pivotal day that occured*
Wow...the day I had was nice. I woke up around 12, and Benbow called me later. Took us a while to get our plans together. When we finally did, I had to get ready in about 30 minutes. So I took a shower and busted out the Hines Ward jersey, and black long sleeve shirt under it to make it more stylish. Anyway, Olivia picked Fro up first, then me. She looked very good. Anyway, we picked up Benbow later, and went to the...*sigh* mall.
The mall was alright. I saw the Foo Fighters CD I wanted, the ONLY one I don't have. But she didn't let me get it for good reason, cuz I needed to get my Mom something. So I ended up getting a Foo Fighters poster.
Enough about the mall. We came back to Benbows, hung out on his bed and rented a couple movies. A lot of things happened...that I'm going to skip through. A lot of things at the time that I didn't know.
5/11
Today is the day in which I find out the stifling truth. When I found out, I was disgusted when Benbow told me. The more I thought about what happened between the two when I was there, just made me feel worse. I was very mad...and I told Olivia all about it.
5/12
I'll explain my feelings on why I was mad and everything in a moment.
Let's start with the irrelevant stuff.
5/9
Friday night, I talked to Ashley a bit online...thought I was going to hang with Livy that night, but found out she was gonna get to Fishers late. So, I went over my good-friend Al Asher's house. I brought my CD player, thank God, for I listened to it most of the night and watched them play Gaylo (Halo). It was boring, but being with my friends is always comforting and cool. Fro wasn't there though, so that sucked. I went to sleep later that night, with a brand new CD in hand (Thanks Paul, for that mix), and I drifted off to my music and the strong pounding sheets of rain clashign against my home.
5/10 *A pivotal day that occured*
Wow...the day I had was nice. I woke up around 12, and Benbow called me later. Took us a while to get our plans together. When we finally did, I had to get ready in about 30 minutes. So I took a shower and busted out the Hines Ward jersey, and black long sleeve shirt under it to make it more stylish. Anyway, Olivia picked Fro up first, then me. She looked very good. Anyway, we picked up Benbow later, and went to the...*sigh* mall.
The mall was alright. I saw the Foo Fighters CD I wanted, the ONLY one I don't have. But she didn't let me get it for good reason, cuz I needed to get my Mom something. So I ended up getting a Foo Fighters poster.
Enough about the mall. We came back to Benbows, hung out on his bed and rented a couple movies. A lot of things happened...that I'm going to skip through. A lot of things at the time that I didn't know.
5/11
Today is the day in which I find out the stifling truth. When I found out, I was disgusted when Benbow told me. The more I thought about what happened between the two when I was there, just made me feel worse. I was very mad...and I told Olivia all about it.
5/12
I'll explain my feelings on why I was mad and everything in a moment.