(no subject)
why do i feel lonely? i feel like its 9-5 everyday, i come home exhausted and don't feel like doing anything except sit in front of the computer until i sleep early at 10:30/11. *repeat* yeah i feel lonely alright. on the contrary, my friend is having a bday party and after i realize he's inviting 2 other ppl who i -kinda- know but don't really hang out with and aren't part of our "group", i feel like pushing those 2 ppl off a cliff. shouldn't i be glad i'm seeing different ppl so what on earth is going on???