We're Never Talking Again.. I Guess?

[foodbinger]

I showed you the door.
You left and never returned.
I still wish the doorbell would ring.
And I know it will be out of the world if we ever talk again.

I won't say I miss you.

It just feels like..
I was the one who ruined all probabilities.
Yeah. I might be reading too much into it.
But I felt like there might have been possibilities..

When I think of how it went on the day we went to the movies and drinks.
How it could've turned out if I did not get drunk.
Even if I did in fact get drunk, you'd still be talking to me.

Anyhoos.
On second thoughts, it felt like it was meant to be ruined.
Cause I didn't like going through the motions.
You don't know how much damage it is to be waiting for you to reply my messages.
How I have been underperforming at work; due to late nights as distractions at work with thoughts of you in my head.
I didn't like the game.
Cause you didn't give a direction.
I don't like that feeling of complete stupidity.

I am glad I am doing fine with your absence.
You're welcomed to leave my life.
I think you're the second.

I never liked to have anyone to step in and out.
Cause it kills.
Even for the least important person to do so.