thank you for putting that into perspective about the not crying i was starting to feel so non-human. oh my word that last part is so true. madonna says the "more that you wait, the more time that you waste" so cheesy but so true. indecisive ness is something we are so used to but anymore i feel like its just a way to push change away. which is never good, apparantly. on the other hand, i feel like you and i both have been changing so much ( SO SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYONE I KNOW, BTW!) that its just so slippery to constantly be moving at this pace. who knew that we would get here so quickly? How are we even still standing?? i have no money. no time. i have friends who love me but i feel as though they have their own lives and im waiting to get my own. i filled out a survey today listing my responsibilities. you know what i said? "myself? gyming.tanning.more gym. shopping. painting."
how can one be so consumed with their own life, and would still like to main tain that...while also finding time to meet someone special (new friends and/or lovers)
oh my word that last part is so true.
madonna says the "more that you wait, the more time that you waste"
so cheesy but so true.
indecisive ness is something we are so used to but anymore i feel like its just a way to push change away. which is never good, apparantly.
on the other hand, i feel like you and i both have been changing so much ( SO SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYONE I KNOW, BTW!) that its just so slippery to constantly be moving at this pace.
who knew that we would get here so quickly?
How are we even still standing??
i have no money.
no time.
i have friends who love me but i feel as though they have their own lives and im waiting to get my own.
i filled out a survey today listing my responsibilities.
you know what i said?
"myself? gyming.tanning.more gym. shopping. painting."
how can one be so consumed with their own life, and would still like to main tain that...while also finding time to meet someone special (new friends and/or lovers)
i just don't know anything. thats all i know.
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