Life Sucks Saggy BALLS!!!

[food_is_friend]

I had such a bad day today.....first of all i didnt finish my homework and it was due first period...so that sucked...and i was wearing heels today and they rubbed blisters on my feet and i had to walk in them for the rest of the day.... then when i got my test back in biology i made a freakin 74!!! that really sucked cause im already failing that class. Then i had to stay after for band and i was so tierd and it was hot!! And then my freakin band captain was yellin at me the whole time telling me stuff that i should be doing that im not....ya know he is really startin to piss me off....i know what im doin and when he yells at me it doesnt help...all it does is makes me want to do more things wrong jus to PISS HIM OFF!!! God he makes me so mad sometimes. The only thing good about my day today was when we had church tonight...i got to see some friends and nobody was mean to me except Joe and Robert...but that really isnt a change from any other day...i jus learned to no mind he horrible things they say to me. I mean Robert was calling me ugly ALL night...and im really starting to believe it because SO many people have been calling me ugly and i know that they might say that they are joking but i know that they really do mean it they just dont want to hurt my feelings. But whatever...i guess if god wanted me to be pretty then he would have made me that way....

Well im gonna go to sleep now because nothing is goin right today so im ready for it to just be OVER!!!

<3 Jeri Beth Allred