whatev.

[food4ela]

so I've been downloading all sorts of
music cause I am bored out of my mind.

I've been so stressed with work.

I've been tired of staying up late,
and not talking to my girlfriend.

I've gotten to the point where I don't
care about certain things anymore.

I'm trying to gather up money for something
VERY FREAKING important to me.

I have to be at work in half an hour.

I am performing a show tomorrow with my sister.
and I don't have choreography for it.

I'm tired of lying. to myself. to people I love. to my "family".

I HATE distance.

I hate that I have to sit here and want things I can't have.

I hate that they have yet to legalize gay marriage.

I hate that the only person I live for is half way across the country.

I hate alot of things.

I do.

and most of all.
I hate that I hate.

why can't everything go back to how it was?

:/

*sigh*

I'll update tonight..