Feb 19, 2005 09:34
coincidence is all that i could have asked for......
i spent the evening and night with a truly amazing girl......now im used to crushes and shit like that and im used to little hook ups and flukes and make outs and flirting......but this is different and its what ive been hoping for and now thats it just may have come......im just really happy.....her eyes and the way she looks into mine like shes just happy to be in my arms, it gives me chills i swear.....soo beautiful and ker kisses are so soft yet sexy, and the way she holds me like i have my space but she knows i belong to her.....shes so cute the way she sings and dances to EVERY song that comes on and the way she gets all into the music is by far the cutest thing ive ever seen......and her smile is so sweet but so hot at the same....she just gives me chills, i dont kno how to explain it.....and whats awesome is were so comfortable around each other and i can just have soo much fun with her.....from joking around to just laying around every minute was awesome and im really glad we met.....shes given me something i havent felt in a long time.....she makes me feel wanted again.....its nice to have someone that cares about you of course, but its even better when the person just amazes you with every breath they take and when she stands just right in the light she reminds me of an angel....shes just so radiant like i can just look at her looking at me and i feel all warm and tingly and it brings me back to like 8th grade but its so cute and shes so damn cuddly and i fucking LOVE it....thats right steph im talkin about YOU!......MUAH!
SO wtf else is new...lets seeeeee ummmmmmm nothing! yah so im just chillen doing my thing watching people do their thing and i have an announcement to make so listen up!
FROM NOW ON I WILL NOT BE DEALING WITH DRAMA OR BULLSHIT SO IF ANYONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME OR WAS GOING TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME THATS GOING TO START DRAMA OR SOME STUPID CHILDISH SHIT I HAVE SOME SUGGESTIONS ON WHAT U SHOULD DO...
1- KEEP IT TO UR FUCKING SELF
2- GROW THE FUCK UP
3- GET THE FUCK OVER IT
4- SUCKS FOR YOU
SO THERE IS WHAT U DO IF U HAVE DRAMA BECUASE I REFUSE TO DEAL WITH IT SO DONT EVEN BOTHER TELLING ME ABOUT IT! CUZ I REALLY DONT GIVE A FLYING RAT FUCK! hehe
yah so shit is generally getting better for once so im excited about it.....and i met someone so im happy yah
im out peaces...ttyl
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