Plsplspls~
There's this quote that my friend told me:
"Be who you are, and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
For some reason, even though the logic is simple, I can't really accept that quote as applicable. I mean, there will always be those people who 'don't matter' as much, but they make a big deal about things you say or do, if it interests them in any way. And it works the same backwards. You know?
I try to be so watchful of my actions because I pretty much know what my consequences are if I present myself in a way that doesn't seem like who I am or who I intend to present myself in. But, I make sure that it doesn't rip me off who I am. You know what I mean? Haha.
But then, there just comes those days where you let loose and you come to regret it quickly afterwards. Things you didn't mean to do or say. It just happens. But then, society [ooh, society?] takes it in a way that it is worth criticizing and finding another flaw in. Can't we just accept that a person made an honest mistake?
But, ironically, there's this part of me who's hoping that the people who claim to know me well, or at least have an idea on 'how' I am, know that I'm still that person they've been so accustomed to, despite all my careless mistakes. And I guess, that's what I fear of the most. Those people falling for my mistake.
Now that I think of it, I don't really need to care about this as much, but, there are those moments where you stop and think, and realize these thoughts. Like, it just gets into your head, and the more you think about it, the more 'what if's' kick in.
Personally, I hate this feeling. As I've said, the feeling of uncertainty just frustrates me. Hahaha.
Let's all comfort each other in times of uncertainty~~
And oh, I hope everyone has a great and productive week!!
PS. I really really really hope I feel better in the morning. I have a massive headache. The story behind that doesn't matter, though. Haha. Bonne nuit, tout le monde!