Jul 22, 2009 21:08
its been a long time since i wrote some random crap....I really don't know right now and the left side of my head is starting to throb..ooo it went away...haray....how tempory..I REALLY want to start bitching about shit hence the only reason why i GO ON here...but I'll stop myself because It's really not so bad and I am a complete whiny bitch ...I wanted to post the dream I had last night but it madicly erased its self.though I do feel people go out of there way to make me feel bad..,maybe I'm just paranoid and think the worlds out to get me ..whoa is me .hah...yah karri it isn't so bad...grab life by it's sweaty ball sack and rip them out..make sure you rip them poor little basterds out hard..muahahha..wow ...i allready feel better ...come to think of it , i miss this damn thing ...even if it's not read >the better to express myself >>so >>hmm i was on some evil drug(ANOTHER ONE) PERSCRIBED by a d.r ...i thought it helped but really ...it made me pretty fuckn violent...but yes i have always been a very enraged girl...no woman now...and im not sorry ...But there is always an extent you see..:P>..though I am back on the bottle..(kinda)ALOT has changed >>people grow wiser < even people YOU use to despise arn't that bad..well some ....people are effed though ..I dont really write anymore ..barely ...ever since that asshole...which is actually a good thing because alli ranted about was killing his bratty dog then killing rotting teeth boy in his sleep and no I am not crazy ..he is ..and he will never change ..not even for me...not saying you have to change everything about yourself...atleast try if you loved me ...unfortunatly i found out this jerk tryed to get some blow jobs off some sluts....o sorry i meen girls and even they wouldnt do it...arg ..talk about heart breaking and its one more reason for why i am not sorry ....he's gonna get it bad when he arrives back..no more mercy ...thanks for the time *HUGS AND KISSES*
L0ve karri