its all bullshit

[fonz6931]

U know my whole life, my strongest feature and the thing i was most proud about was how i treat women. I was never the dog or the playa no matter how easy it would have been to live that lifestyle. I have always stuck to my old fashioned romantic views. Even when everyone told me to just so fuck around, i still stuck to values. Even now in college where everything is about sex, i still somehow find the power within me to hold of from temptation, bevause in the end, i will find someone that is worth it. U know what, it's all bullshit. All my life i have always been told oh how ur so nice and kind and all that bs. I have heard so many countless times "that just wait till college and then they will realize what a catch i am." U know what, its all bullshit, i once again let my heart vulnerable to pain and of course it happened. i dont understand what i must do to be accepted. I hear so much about how attractive i am and how funny and caring i am, just to go see the fuckin assholes get the girls. Girls wonder why barely any good guys r left in th world. It is y'all who twist us and make us emotionally numb to the pain of others, All the assholes and jerks of the world are products of the games females play. I'm tired if being the nice guy, what benefits do i get, umm i know, loneliness. I dont want to be a manslut and jsut fuck around, but im tired of being lonely, i dont deserve to be, im not some fuckin loser that cant get girls. I'm alfonso bonilla. best dressed of 2003.

p.s. i am really drunk right now