#696

[fonulyn]

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I really don't know whether to smile or cry since he just is so precious. Look at that smile~♥ All this hate and bashing makes me so sad since how could anyone deserve something like it, especially someone who is pure sunshine and sweetness and talent. I'm just so incredibly, unbelievably happy to see him smiling. Oh bb things'll turn out fine~♥

In other news, I'm struggling through the physics reports. Hopefully with a little help from a friend I'll manage to finish the ones that need to be worked through MatLab during the weekend! It'd mean a huge load off my shoulders and maybe I'd manage to relax a little bit. Even if it means moving over to the two thesis I have to write. It's still one thing less to worry about!

Next Tuesday, I'll be traveling to Helsinki to see Dir en grey and I still somehow didn't realize it's happening. I bet I'll get all excited in the train on the way there while right now I'm just all "..." and barely think of it *laughs*

I also again lost the prescription to my painkillers. I don't know how I manage. All the other prescriptions I always have safe but the damn painkillers D: And those are the most essential ones. Thankfully I don't need them for a while now.

Plus I feel like it's been ages since I talked to some people, but I don't know how to take initiative again. I feel like I'm only hanging on to them and being an annoying brat, and I think I'm not going to last long anymore without any signs of, you know, it being a two-way-street.

My back is killing me. I'm off to write a monster fic I'll never finish.