half a world away
im so un-original sometimes
this has been a tough weak. i feel so fucking paralyzed. my lack of self confidence sinks me deeper and deeper under water. i absolutely lost all hope on sunday, then monday it got worse. thursday i cheered up, but not for long. my fears were reinforced and now i am at the bottom of the ocean and i cannot see the sky.
on monday night i prayed to god that i would die on tuesday, and i was almost positive that i would. maybe next tuesday will be luckier.
today was decent,i ran around back and forth to class and the library so i could finish my research paper.
i have this sinking feeling that i might have plagerized my 3rd paragraph. not on purpose. but i kinda didnt write some sentences in my own words, but i did cite it..so..does that count? whatever im way too sick of writing nonsense (well actually its not nonsense its about girls getting killed in mexico but i just cant think of anything else to write about)
for prom i really want to be on drugs. thinking about e
i just got really tired..bed
ta-ta
oh yess i remember now, i had this exciting feeling to be in spain while driving from the gym... =\
this has been a tough weak. i feel so fucking paralyzed. my lack of self confidence sinks me deeper and deeper under water. i absolutely lost all hope on sunday, then monday it got worse. thursday i cheered up, but not for long. my fears were reinforced and now i am at the bottom of the ocean and i cannot see the sky.
on monday night i prayed to god that i would die on tuesday, and i was almost positive that i would. maybe next tuesday will be luckier.
today was decent,i ran around back and forth to class and the library so i could finish my research paper.
i have this sinking feeling that i might have plagerized my 3rd paragraph. not on purpose. but i kinda didnt write some sentences in my own words, but i did cite it..so..does that count? whatever im way too sick of writing nonsense (well actually its not nonsense its about girls getting killed in mexico but i just cant think of anything else to write about)
for prom i really want to be on drugs. thinking about e
i just got really tired..bed
ta-ta
oh yess i remember now, i had this exciting feeling to be in spain while driving from the gym... =\