it's been so long...
i never thought id miss a day of updating this thing...ah well, the obsession starts again...
so, college? its amazing. not quite the college experience of most...but quite an experience. i dance all day from 8:30am-10pm. its intense. im in a senior piece...so we have rehearsals in between classes...im also in the nutcracker, which is news to a freshman. spanish, russian...AND RATS. im so excited. haha its like starting all over again tho, seriously. im back at the bottom...but learning everything that i possibly can. meeting new people, all over again. people...boys. ok so boys. if ive learned any important life lesson...its htat, boys will never change, no matter where you go. i thought id escaped the immaturity and heartbreak that haunted me in texas...but no. its found me again. met a guy, gorgeous...its just that, most guys DONT want a relationship. ok, cool. just dont pull me along for your stupid ride. actually tho, maybe he'll come around. ive kinda left him alone, played hard to get...and he talked to me today..."i still like you". aw, how cute. he lives in the city tho...21...full time job/school. hes focused...i know he doesnt have a lot of time. im crazy about him though...i just hope it all works out...
i do miss texas tho. i miss my dancers...my family...some of my friends...but ny is amazing...and i woudlnt have changed this for anything. its hard to keep positive here, esp being in the conservatory. but its all worth it. i must go shower, get ready to go out. w/e. ive met themost amazing people here. its as if ive found my long lost twins. :) love it.
signin off...from ny.
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
so, college? its amazing. not quite the college experience of most...but quite an experience. i dance all day from 8:30am-10pm. its intense. im in a senior piece...so we have rehearsals in between classes...im also in the nutcracker, which is news to a freshman. spanish, russian...AND RATS. im so excited. haha its like starting all over again tho, seriously. im back at the bottom...but learning everything that i possibly can. meeting new people, all over again. people...boys. ok so boys. if ive learned any important life lesson...its htat, boys will never change, no matter where you go. i thought id escaped the immaturity and heartbreak that haunted me in texas...but no. its found me again. met a guy, gorgeous...its just that, most guys DONT want a relationship. ok, cool. just dont pull me along for your stupid ride. actually tho, maybe he'll come around. ive kinda left him alone, played hard to get...and he talked to me today..."i still like you". aw, how cute. he lives in the city tho...21...full time job/school. hes focused...i know he doesnt have a lot of time. im crazy about him though...i just hope it all works out...
i do miss texas tho. i miss my dancers...my family...some of my friends...but ny is amazing...and i woudlnt have changed this for anything. its hard to keep positive here, esp being in the conservatory. but its all worth it. i must go shower, get ready to go out. w/e. ive met themost amazing people here. its as if ive found my long lost twins. :) love it.
signin off...from ny.
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above