so long sweet summer...
um, i love dashboard.
and jess...ahhhhhhhhh.
anyway! moving on...
bob left today. SOOOOO SAD. im pretty sure i balled my stupid eyes out after he left my house...ahhhhh. i miss him so much already. idk what im going to do without him. hes always been my home base...my solid ground. if anything ever went wrong, he was always there for me to talk to...or to catch me when i fell...i love him and hes seriously the best friend a girl could ask for...
and, i officially leave in a week. ah wait, its past 12 lol. i take taht back...6 days...and man is time gunna fly. soon it will be 5...then 4...3...2...and...1...then, im gone. no more of me wanting to hold on to andrew for just one more minute...its done, and im gone for 3 months. im scared shitless, filled with excitement, and overcome with sorrow...all at the same time. im going to miss my family...bob...andrew...so incredibly much! andrew is seriously the love of my life, and its ridiculous how hard ive fallen for him. ridiculous in a good way, of course. im just, so overwhelmed with love! ive never met a guy like him...its truely incredible...no matter what anyone says or thinks or w/e...it doesnt even matter. love is a beautiful thing...and i have all of the faith in the world that he and i will be fine...and taht we'll put truth to the saying taht distance makes the heart grow fonder...
today has been quite emotional...and i fathom taht it will only get worse as this week comes to an end. im really hoping once i get to school ill be busy enough so that i wont think about how much i miss the people here that i love so much...but, i know...taht everything will be alright...
and jess...ahhhhhhhhh.
anyway! moving on...
bob left today. SOOOOO SAD. im pretty sure i balled my stupid eyes out after he left my house...ahhhhh. i miss him so much already. idk what im going to do without him. hes always been my home base...my solid ground. if anything ever went wrong, he was always there for me to talk to...or to catch me when i fell...i love him and hes seriously the best friend a girl could ask for...
and, i officially leave in a week. ah wait, its past 12 lol. i take taht back...6 days...and man is time gunna fly. soon it will be 5...then 4...3...2...and...1...then, im gone. no more of me wanting to hold on to andrew for just one more minute...its done, and im gone for 3 months. im scared shitless, filled with excitement, and overcome with sorrow...all at the same time. im going to miss my family...bob...andrew...so incredibly much! andrew is seriously the love of my life, and its ridiculous how hard ive fallen for him. ridiculous in a good way, of course. im just, so overwhelmed with love! ive never met a guy like him...its truely incredible...no matter what anyone says or thinks or w/e...it doesnt even matter. love is a beautiful thing...and i have all of the faith in the world that he and i will be fine...and taht we'll put truth to the saying taht distance makes the heart grow fonder...
today has been quite emotional...and i fathom taht it will only get worse as this week comes to an end. im really hoping once i get to school ill be busy enough so that i wont think about how much i miss the people here that i love so much...but, i know...taht everything will be alright...