got stains on my t-shirt...
ah yes, my love for ashlee will never die...
friday night was way fun...it was supposed to be a girls night, but some boyfriends ended up coming, which was A-OK b/c they were NICE! i always have a complete blast getting obliterated with erika. the girl is hilarious when shes sober...just think about when she drinks. hysterical. then darla and her studder...amanda just being random...alex not being able to scoot his chair forward...etc. it was so fun...thanks for that.
anyway...this weekend was GREAT. andrew came over at like 3 on saturday and didnt leave until later sunday...it was amazing. he, annika, and i went to the tattoo parlor...then he met some of my friends...then we played some tennis, which was HILARIOUS. ahh such a great weekend...i love you baby! you're my star...
i leave for ny tomorrow. excitement? yes, yes of course. im kinda nervous tho...i get shy around people i dont know...but, this is the next 4 years of my life...i cant wait. theres some people ive talked to on facebook that ill be dancing with next year. they all seem soooooo nice...and just as anxious and nervous and excited as me...i know we're all in the same boat. its going to be a blast.
this weekend i randomly talked to michael again. lets see...ok sooo...sat night he called me to "find out where i was". ok michael, its 3 in the morning. wehre the fuck do you think i am? k, so we say goodbye...hang up the phone...3 minutes later my phone is ringing. "yes michael?" "um...whats the name of school you're goin to next year?" "suny purchase." "oh, ok justttttt wondering..." ok...and so we hang up the phone...its now, 3:15...hello? past my bedtime. 5 minutes later, my phone is ringing. "YES MICHAEL?!" and so, we end up talking until like 4:30 in the morning...random? yes, yes i think so. but, it was a nice random. it was good conversation...something i miss having with him. but then the next night, he calls me and hes with his friends...so, i say "oh...right! i forget, you have to be a completely different person when you're with your friends." CLICK. i hung up on him...and that was that. how is it that a person can be so nice or so funny one night...then 24 hours later, its like, you dont even know who they are?! i just dont understand it. hes like night and day...he can be so sweet and funny and for that amount of time, i can see us being friends again (b/c im over him in any other way...) but then later, i talk to him again and im like, wtf who are you? im calling for michael...the same michael i talked to last night...so, who are you?! and please, give him his phone back! you know waht i mean? its sad...but, having what i have with andrew makes me realize that, michael is and never will be worth it...he is who he is...and that...that is not what i want.
ps-why cant all guys be like bobby and andrew?
last night i worked from...6pm-12:30am...and tonight...i have work from 9pm to 5am. wtf. victoria...you're secret is out! so let me sleep!!!!!!
the end.
friday night was way fun...it was supposed to be a girls night, but some boyfriends ended up coming, which was A-OK b/c they were NICE! i always have a complete blast getting obliterated with erika. the girl is hilarious when shes sober...just think about when she drinks. hysterical. then darla and her studder...amanda just being random...alex not being able to scoot his chair forward...etc. it was so fun...thanks for that.
anyway...this weekend was GREAT. andrew came over at like 3 on saturday and didnt leave until later sunday...it was amazing. he, annika, and i went to the tattoo parlor...then he met some of my friends...then we played some tennis, which was HILARIOUS. ahh such a great weekend...i love you baby! you're my star...
i leave for ny tomorrow. excitement? yes, yes of course. im kinda nervous tho...i get shy around people i dont know...but, this is the next 4 years of my life...i cant wait. theres some people ive talked to on facebook that ill be dancing with next year. they all seem soooooo nice...and just as anxious and nervous and excited as me...i know we're all in the same boat. its going to be a blast.
this weekend i randomly talked to michael again. lets see...ok sooo...sat night he called me to "find out where i was". ok michael, its 3 in the morning. wehre the fuck do you think i am? k, so we say goodbye...hang up the phone...3 minutes later my phone is ringing. "yes michael?" "um...whats the name of school you're goin to next year?" "suny purchase." "oh, ok justttttt wondering..." ok...and so we hang up the phone...its now, 3:15...hello? past my bedtime. 5 minutes later, my phone is ringing. "YES MICHAEL?!" and so, we end up talking until like 4:30 in the morning...random? yes, yes i think so. but, it was a nice random. it was good conversation...something i miss having with him. but then the next night, he calls me and hes with his friends...so, i say "oh...right! i forget, you have to be a completely different person when you're with your friends." CLICK. i hung up on him...and that was that. how is it that a person can be so nice or so funny one night...then 24 hours later, its like, you dont even know who they are?! i just dont understand it. hes like night and day...he can be so sweet and funny and for that amount of time, i can see us being friends again (b/c im over him in any other way...) but then later, i talk to him again and im like, wtf who are you? im calling for michael...the same michael i talked to last night...so, who are you?! and please, give him his phone back! you know waht i mean? its sad...but, having what i have with andrew makes me realize that, michael is and never will be worth it...he is who he is...and that...that is not what i want.
ps-why cant all guys be like bobby and andrew?
last night i worked from...6pm-12:30am...and tonight...i have work from 9pm to 5am. wtf. victoria...you're secret is out! so let me sleep!!!!!!
the end.