y do i bother with subject titles?
so thanksgiving came and went and im still sort of in shock. it was normal.... no yelling ( ok so helen kinda flipped out over god knows what, but it was kinda like a wake up call from the front desk when u stay at a hotel, yanno like they jumped into the phone and was screaching like a howler monkey to get u up) but the flipping out only lasted like 3 mintues till i woke up long enough to shower pack my car full of shit and get over to the G pa's crib. we ate, actually saw my uncle awake, again no yelling (o it gets better) the only problematic thing was my uncle john who showed up expecting to do the whole * i waited all day for lewie and now im bored so im gonna stay home till 3 ( dinner was at 1) and then show up later just to demand attention* that was kinda gayish, so we sat with him, talked , then bored him into leaving. now the dinner is offically over when the rest of the turkey is packed away.... i snaped the lid of that container and realized at no point did my father bitch, moan, cry, or swear to never celebrate another holiday again. seriously guys i almost fainted at the notice. i dont think the general public understands so heres the jist. my family is seriously on ice that had been cracking for years, when my mom died it was definatly like the falling in and the holidays that followed were like the rest of us floating there just waiting to die and float apart. sorry about the cute and fuzzy picture but thats how it was. this thanksgiving was kinda like we all found doors to float on like there was some form of hope out there. weird. it kinda makes me wanna start a new tradition of Christmas day at my house. realize no one other then us four have been in my house since about when mom passed so this is sorta a big deal. i dunno i feel like mom would have liked the idea seeing as she hated it when we had to start going over to another house for the holiday cuz the fam got too big. all im saying is its a hope, and much like my analogy of my family sitch...it floats
in other news, tania leaves in 1 day. she gets to go back to portugal after nine years to visit her family. thus leaving me and joana to care take her apt...... *pause for the slow children* care take and PARRTTTYYYY im super amazingly awesomely excited. i get 2 weeks away from the fam, and i get to get a taste of living alone which is good considering the moving out factor is fast approching. woot woot, visit me in the hospital cuz lord knows im probably gonna end up there.
lol so now that im mostly dead and its 5 in the morning i bid u adu and say sweet dreams
Im cat green
and u are not
peaceout
in other news, tania leaves in 1 day. she gets to go back to portugal after nine years to visit her family. thus leaving me and joana to care take her apt...... *pause for the slow children* care take and PARRTTTYYYY im super amazingly awesomely excited. i get 2 weeks away from the fam, and i get to get a taste of living alone which is good considering the moving out factor is fast approching. woot woot, visit me in the hospital cuz lord knows im probably gonna end up there.
lol so now that im mostly dead and its 5 in the morning i bid u adu and say sweet dreams
Im cat green
and u are not
peaceout