moody days
oh dear. i hate these moody days. when you cant decide how you feel about anything, much less people. errrrr....not that im confused about how i feel. cause im not, im just mentally exausted at the moment. but then thats nothing new. errrrr....dots are your friend. you use them when your trying to find something within the void that is your head. what cracks me up the most is the people who run around parading that they dont care what others think. if you really didnt care, then why would you feel the need to inform everyone that you dont care? i mean seriously. and no, this isnt targeted at any one person in particular, just a general statement. however, if you do fit this title, then pause for a moment. what makes you tick? your smile spreads when? you feel like jumping because of what?
and there she goes. she starts a rant, and everything that she wants to say sits just inside the edge, and only ever tests the waters. although, when i did dive in in the past, the water was quite warm. or did someone just happen to pee where i jumped? up to you to decide. we've all got things that we need to say, and we all should say them. whats the point of trapping things? because, you see, life is short. youve only got once to get it right. but no pressure right?
aw fuck it. i guess what im trying to do is psyc myself up to something that i dont need to say. but then i do. and i can touch it. i can feel it within my grasp, and yet, i cant seem to hang on, or say what i dont need to say. but then we all have shortcomings.